I can't believe that it has been so long since my last post so much has happened. My life has just started to get better. You know the saying there is no were to go but up? well I finally have hit solid ground it took a long time but I finally found it. I'm making new friends all the time it isn't just one friend and I at lunch anymore. There is a whole group of us now, the girls I sit with are all the "second best" they are the girls people call or talk to when there real group of friends isn't there, they are the back up friends. At the table I think it makes then feel like they are more than second best which they totally are. My mom calls us the island of misfit toys because we all never really fit in anywhere.
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I don't know when I will be back here but I am going to say good bye for know
~Too School For Cool
Wow its been too long
so I know I haven't been around for a while well thats because my life has sucked so much in the past to months I haven't had any motivation to write it all down. So Just to catch you up this is the quick version of my life. After field day I wrote a letter to the girl who was being mean to me and told her how I felt she stopped talking to me. I started making my own tables at lunch so my regular lunch would be me and maybe two people. I could go through three classes and realized I hadn't talked to anyone. So yeah I felt alone. Then I realized all my friends don't go to my school so slowly things got better and now they are taking a turn for the worst again. Know you are all caught up!
Ok so the last week Ive started freaking out again because at the beginning of the year my cousin told me this girl who bullied me from kindergarten to 3rd grade before I moved is transferring to my school after mid terms. Mid terms are in a week. So I start freaking out my friends say the have my back my cousin has threatened her to leave me alone but I'm still terrified its like knowing the big bad monster is going to get you and you can't do anything about it. So I thought I had at least two more weeks to figure out how I was going to deal with the girl I still have nightmares about but then when I walked into Geometry yesterday my teacher says we are going to have a new student that is transferring here on Monday. I almost ran out of the room screaming. But I contained myself and sat there nice in calm. I couldn't focus anymore knowing that she might be in one of my classes. So lets just say I don't know what math was about yesterday. When I got out of class school was over and I ran to my best friend to tell her the terrible news and she told me that her religion teacher told her that it is the girl who bullied me who is starting on Monday BEFORE mid terms. I left school almost in tears. So now the girl I have been dreading seeing is starting on Monday and my life just got horrible again. Fun. But on a happier note I got a laptop yesterday!!! yay!
Wish me luck that I won't get beat up anytime soon~Too School For Cool
Ok so the last week Ive started freaking out again because at the beginning of the year my cousin told me this girl who bullied me from kindergarten to 3rd grade before I moved is transferring to my school after mid terms. Mid terms are in a week. So I start freaking out my friends say the have my back my cousin has threatened her to leave me alone but I'm still terrified its like knowing the big bad monster is going to get you and you can't do anything about it. So I thought I had at least two more weeks to figure out how I was going to deal with the girl I still have nightmares about but then when I walked into Geometry yesterday my teacher says we are going to have a new student that is transferring here on Monday. I almost ran out of the room screaming. But I contained myself and sat there nice in calm. I couldn't focus anymore knowing that she might be in one of my classes. So lets just say I don't know what math was about yesterday. When I got out of class school was over and I ran to my best friend to tell her the terrible news and she told me that her religion teacher told her that it is the girl who bullied me who is starting on Monday BEFORE mid terms. I left school almost in tears. So now the girl I have been dreading seeing is starting on Monday and my life just got horrible again. Fun. But on a happier note I got a laptop yesterday!!! yay!
Wish me luck that I won't get beat up anytime soon~Too School For Cool
Work
So I work at a Christmas store around Christmas time. Last year I was a cashier and this year I work in the tree room. Tree room means just what it sounds like a room full of fake trees. I am in this room for 9 hours on saturdays with this guy I am going to call s. S is 22 and is the store clown he is always do or saying something funny. The thing that I hate about the tree room is we have a old fashion music box that plays one song all day long. It is awful. The other thing that bugs me is all the lights I can't even see by the end of the day. What are you going to do? I guess I will hold my minimum wadge check in hand and slowly save up for a laptop so I dont have to write my post on my iPod any more. With work I can live though it until Christmas eve.....right?~Too School For Cool
Time to make a change
So today at my catholic school I had retreat which is when we spend the whole day with one of the schools youth ministry groups God Squad. One thing we do is witness talks it is when a senior tells about a hard time in there life and how they became closer to God. They are always sad for me but usually they don't hit me because the things peoe say are usually are to big for my life. But today one hit me home. A boy I a am going to call B gave a witness talk. He talked about feeling alone and not seeing the people who love you around you. He talked about not being with anyone and he would just drive places and didnt feel happy and through the whole thing I related to it. I feel alone and that know one cares. So it got me thinking it is time to move on from J and I need to tell her why I am leaving and I am telling her in a letter I am writing today so wish me luck because my life is about to explode and I am going to find people who don't making feel alone just like B did. Everything
Will get better hopefully~Too School For Cool
Will get better hopefully~Too School For Cool
do I really have any friends?
Before I start the topic of this post I just want to say I am sorry I haven't been posting that much my life has just been crazy.
So last friday my school had field day, because you know we aren't high schoolers or anything we are still 1st graders, and I was left alone. I spent the whole day alone looking for someone to hang out with. During the middle of freshman year I got into a group of 4 girls counting me. M and I have been best friends since 8th grade and just got over are group of 7 braking up, F and I became friends at the beginning of freshman year and we really clicked, then J and I were never really friends but she was friends with my friends so all four of us became friends. Well, J is really mean to me and all ways leaves me out and is just plan rude to me, she also talks behind everyones back. I am trying to get away from her because she just makes me feel bad about myself and I don't need her in my life, but I don't want to start something with her so I am backing away slowly, M and F know this. So at field day M (who is really popular) was hanging out with her other friends and I tried to hang out with them but they are talking about things I don't know like inside jokes and people I have never heard of. Every time I saw F she was with J and I didn't want to hang out with her. So that wasn't a option, and I went to my friends that I talk to in class and stuff but they were hanging out with there friends and I didn't really feel wanted. So I sat at a random table at lunch and then instead of going back outside to the jumpys I went to the auditorium to watch the lion king, yes my school is that beast, and on the way up I saw M, F, and J holding hands and having a great time and I wondered do they even notice I am not there? Do I really have any friends? And I went up to watch the lion king and sat next to someone I haven't talked to since last year in art, and held in my tears. At intermission I went back down to the cafe to go to the ice cream bar and I found a girl I am friends with but only really at lunch cause thats the only time I see her, I am going to call her Z. I ate ice cream with Z and went and watched the rest on the movie with her. Z is a loner just like me. When school was over I went home and cried for hours and told my mom I wasn't going to home coming because know one would want me there. She made me call M and tell her what happened and she felt really sorry and she didn't know I was alone. Then her little sister who is a freshman got on the phone and tried to make me go. In the end they got me to go and at times the same thing happened and one of them would show up and pull me back in to the clump. It makes me wonder how many friends do I have? 2 or none?~Too School For Cool
So last friday my school had field day, because you know we aren't high schoolers or anything we are still 1st graders, and I was left alone. I spent the whole day alone looking for someone to hang out with. During the middle of freshman year I got into a group of 4 girls counting me. M and I have been best friends since 8th grade and just got over are group of 7 braking up, F and I became friends at the beginning of freshman year and we really clicked, then J and I were never really friends but she was friends with my friends so all four of us became friends. Well, J is really mean to me and all ways leaves me out and is just plan rude to me, she also talks behind everyones back. I am trying to get away from her because she just makes me feel bad about myself and I don't need her in my life, but I don't want to start something with her so I am backing away slowly, M and F know this. So at field day M (who is really popular) was hanging out with her other friends and I tried to hang out with them but they are talking about things I don't know like inside jokes and people I have never heard of. Every time I saw F she was with J and I didn't want to hang out with her. So that wasn't a option, and I went to my friends that I talk to in class and stuff but they were hanging out with there friends and I didn't really feel wanted. So I sat at a random table at lunch and then instead of going back outside to the jumpys I went to the auditorium to watch the lion king, yes my school is that beast, and on the way up I saw M, F, and J holding hands and having a great time and I wondered do they even notice I am not there? Do I really have any friends? And I went up to watch the lion king and sat next to someone I haven't talked to since last year in art, and held in my tears. At intermission I went back down to the cafe to go to the ice cream bar and I found a girl I am friends with but only really at lunch cause thats the only time I see her, I am going to call her Z. I ate ice cream with Z and went and watched the rest on the movie with her. Z is a loner just like me. When school was over I went home and cried for hours and told my mom I wasn't going to home coming because know one would want me there. She made me call M and tell her what happened and she felt really sorry and she didn't know I was alone. Then her little sister who is a freshman got on the phone and tried to make me go. In the end they got me to go and at times the same thing happened and one of them would show up and pull me back in to the clump. It makes me wonder how many friends do I have? 2 or none?~Too School For Cool
DC!
I have been in dc for the past couple days with my best friend and my parents. We are here because my moms co workers are getting married. It is great me and my best friend have are own room! We are down the hall from my parents it is great. We have been face timing people every night and we get room service every night too (with my parents permission) In DC we was the American history museum and we went to this aquarium that was in a basement... it was kinda weird. To day we went to the Arlington national cemetery which was really cool. DC is a crazy city~Too School For Cool
School so far
So school is getting crazy I have so much work!!!!! This weekend I have to write a paper for one class and the teacher gave us other homework and that is just one class! I have 7 classes! (I took on and extra class yes I am that much of a nerd :) It is just so crazy.
So in the poll for what I should call the transfer boy star is winning so I will be calling him that until another name is winning. So I think I really like star :) He is super nice to me and lately he has been calling me over to him in random places and I have caught him starring at me a few times. He is so nice I hope he likes me. One think that is giving me hope is in may I went to New York and I got my palm read at a street fair, I know its not that reliable but, the lady said that October and November will be great months for me that something huge will happen to me. So it is making me hope that star is the big thing that is going to happen. well we will have to just wait and see!
Homecoming is coming up and I got my dress today! It is purple and it is leopard it has a huge black flower on the side it is so cute! Today I got a feather extenuation! I love it is a natural feather it is grey and black. I am loving my crazy hectic life!-Too School For Cool
So in the poll for what I should call the transfer boy star is winning so I will be calling him that until another name is winning. So I think I really like star :) He is super nice to me and lately he has been calling me over to him in random places and I have caught him starring at me a few times. He is so nice I hope he likes me. One think that is giving me hope is in may I went to New York and I got my palm read at a street fair, I know its not that reliable but, the lady said that October and November will be great months for me that something huge will happen to me. So it is making me hope that star is the big thing that is going to happen. well we will have to just wait and see!
Homecoming is coming up and I got my dress today! It is purple and it is leopard it has a huge black flower on the side it is so cute! Today I got a feather extenuation! I love it is a natural feather it is grey and black. I am loving my crazy hectic life!-Too School For Cool
school
School started this past week and it was the first time I saw cloud since school ended and the first few days weren't bad he completely ignored me and i ignored him until Thursday when he sat right across the table from me at lunch! I couldn't believe it! I didn't look at him once I just kept talking to my friend sitting next to me and I acted like he wasn't even there. wow this year is going to be interesting.
On a weird note there is a transfer student that sits behind me in religion and plays footsie with me the whole class at first I found it creepy but then I looked at him and realized he is so cute. Then yesterday after class he told my friend and I that he was going to follow us to spanish (he is also in my spanish class) because he didn't want to walk down the stairs...are class was down stairs. So he followed us all the way to class now I just need a nickname for this kid because hopefully I will be having more post about him so on the side of my blog I will be having a poll on what I should call the kid so pick the one you want me to call him!
This year I have so much more work than last year and I took on and extra class, everyone thinks I am crazy. My extra class is mythology and it is so much fun so far except for the homework. This year I joined choir and choir at my school isn't the same as choir at a normal New England school. First all the songs we sing are about God (because I go to a catholic high school). Then we wear the robes you see people wearing in the south when they are in a church choir. Last but not least all the cool kids are in choir if you want to be in the in crowed at school you need to be in choir. My school is weird. Whatever it is so much fun and I get to hangout with my friends once a week for and hour. This year will be fun!~Too School For Cool
On a weird note there is a transfer student that sits behind me in religion and plays footsie with me the whole class at first I found it creepy but then I looked at him and realized he is so cute. Then yesterday after class he told my friend and I that he was going to follow us to spanish (he is also in my spanish class) because he didn't want to walk down the stairs...are class was down stairs. So he followed us all the way to class now I just need a nickname for this kid because hopefully I will be having more post about him so on the side of my blog I will be having a poll on what I should call the kid so pick the one you want me to call him!
This year I have so much more work than last year and I took on and extra class, everyone thinks I am crazy. My extra class is mythology and it is so much fun so far except for the homework. This year I joined choir and choir at my school isn't the same as choir at a normal New England school. First all the songs we sing are about God (because I go to a catholic high school). Then we wear the robes you see people wearing in the south when they are in a church choir. Last but not least all the cool kids are in choir if you want to be in the in crowed at school you need to be in choir. My school is weird. Whatever it is so much fun and I get to hangout with my friends once a week for and hour. This year will be fun!~Too School For Cool
School..
School starts on Tuesday and I have the worst homeroom teacher ever...sophomore year is going to suck. I saw cloud today....it was soo awk he acted like he didn't see me even tho he looked right at me.. Great I get to see him every day until June! Only until then and then I will never see him again and good riddance.-TooSchoolForCool
tools and cars...
So two of my friends had a party which sucked, there was only 5 people there. One of the people there was the tool (I posted about him before). My two friends are kinda obsessed with him they would leave are group of five and go off to talk about him leaving me with the tool and this other guy. So because my friends bailed on me I started hanging out with the tool. Well the tool is 17 and can drive, so he got bored and wanted to leave and go to the corner store the thing is one of my friends isn't allowed in the tools car and my friend wouldn't let my other friend go, but the only person I was talking to was leaving so I jumped in the tools car alone. We had a lot of fun, I almost died 3 times he got us stuck in an intersection and he told me he new my friends were obsessed with him and that one of them likes him. He also told me that he doesn't trust on of my friends anymore. Which has know lead to my friends having a secret war..Fun.. The Sophomore plague has hit my friends!~Too School For Cool
Work
So last week I started working again. It sucks I sticker ornaments for 8 hours. I feel like an elf because it is August and I am getting ready for christmas. I come home from work covered in glitter which sounds great until it wont come off you and you permanently feel like a stripper. Don't get me wrong I love glitter. Like my favorite shoes are my glitter chuck taylors but this stuff is hell. It sticks to your arms, legs, head, back, feet (even though you have sneakers on), hair and anywhere you can think of. When I tell people this they say oh well its a job. You are getting paid, yeah I am getting paid minimum wage for a job that kesha wouldn't take. Lets just say I know what it means throw some glitter make it rain because I have been seeing it rain for the last 8 hours. My phone is covered in glitter and it wont come off I have been trying to clean it since I have been home. Work sucks ~too school for cool
Interviews
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Life long guy friend and his girl friend brake up?
So my guy friend broke up with his gf because she didn't like any of his friends. This girl was a bitch she always would give me death stairs and she did it to my friends too. I was happy he broke up with her but he broke up with her during semi at camp. Which is a really dick head move. The way he thinks about it is thank god she is out of my life. Oh well maybe the bitch will learn not to treat her boy friend like a lap dog.~too school for cool
my camp ended :(
My six week camp ended today and i am really sad. I am going to miss all my new friends but I know I will see them again. On monday I start working again at a Christmas store, this is my second season working there, so I will start to have some stories from there it will be fun. So for intervews I have only gotten one and I need 5 so please please email me the answers to these questions! thanks!~Too School For Cool
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Long life friend gets a girl friend
So remember the post about a guy that is practically like my brother and my friends tried to set me up with him. Well this week at camp he got him self a girl friend. I am really happy for him. Good luck kid let's see how long this last~too school for cool
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Clouds "apology"
So everyone knows cloud the stupid junior (now senior) who embarrassed me back in may. Yeah well this week he apologied. It all started on Sunday night when I liked his truth is on facebook. In the truth is he said he didn't know why I stopped texting me but he missed it. Having him say that just pissed me off. I thought (and still think) That be missed talking to me then he should grow a pair and do something about it. So on Monday when it was phone time at camp (I get my phone from 9:45-10:15 every night when I am at camp) I texted him telling him what happened and why I stopped texting him. He said sorry and I wish I could take that day back so many times in that half hour. Everything he texted me seemed fake and when I lost my phone that night I ended the convo saying if you miss talking to me then sometime start a convo with me. For the rest of the week he didnt text me and I completely thought everything he said was fake. Today when I got home and went on facebook there was a message from cloud. He said sorry and I wish I could take the day back again but he also said he new it is going to take everything on his part to settle things down again. So I said to him one thing I hate is when people say they are sorry and think everything is back to normal when really they aren't even close to being forgiven. wow cloud you are such a jackass what did I ever see in you?~Too School For Cool
Harry Potter Spoiler alert!!!
Last night at 10:40 I went and saw Harry Potter the last one. I have been seeing the movies since I was in kindergarden! It was so sad it was like seeing my childhood coming to and end. Seeing Hogwarts being destroyed was devastating to me. I have day dreamed about being a student there my whole life. I also found out that Snape who I have hated since the first movie was actually cared for Harry his whole life because of Harry's mother blew my mind I still can't get over it! What also blew my mind was that Dumbledore knew Harry was going to have to be killed by Voltemort! The whole movie showed me the childhood was a lie. But I still loved it and I will always be my favorite movie.~Too School For Cool
mall trips
so I had a trip to the mall planed for 2 weeks and at the last minute half of the people I invited told me they couldn't come. I still had fun watching my friends make fools out of them selfs. I just wish that all my friends were there. oh well what are you going to do ~Too School For Cool
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