Last post was in january?? whats wrong with me?

I can't believe that it has been so long since my last post so much has happened. My life has just started to get better. You know the saying there is no were to go but up? well I finally have hit solid ground it took a long time but I finally found it. I'm making new friends all the time it isn't just one friend and I at lunch anymore. There is a whole group of us now, the girls I sit with are all the "second best" they are the girls people call or talk to when there real group of friends isn't there, they are the back up friends. At the table I think it makes then feel like they are more than second best which they totally are. My mom calls us the island of misfit toys because we all never really fit in anywhere.

I got a twitter! If you guys want to follow me you can my twitter is @caitkingston10. I also got a tumblr and my name there is tooschoolforcoollife so follow me and I'll follow you back!

I don't know when I will be back here but I am going to say good bye for know
~Too School For Cool

Wow its been too long

so I know I haven't been around for a while well thats because my life has sucked so much in the past to months I haven't had any motivation to write it all down. So Just to catch you up this is the quick version of my life. After field day I wrote a letter to the girl who was being mean to me and told her how I felt she stopped talking to me. I started making my own tables at lunch so my regular lunch would be me and maybe two people. I could go through three classes and realized I hadn't talked to anyone. So yeah I felt alone. Then I realized all my friends don't go to my school so slowly things got better and now they are taking a turn for the worst again. Know you are all caught up!
Ok so the last week Ive started freaking out again because at the beginning of the year my cousin told me this girl who bullied me from kindergarten to 3rd grade before I moved is transferring to my school after mid terms. Mid terms are in a week. So I start freaking out my friends say the have my back my cousin has threatened her to leave me alone but I'm still terrified its like knowing the big bad monster is going to get you and you can't do anything about it. So I thought I had at least two more weeks to figure out how I was going to deal with the girl I still have nightmares about but then when I walked into Geometry yesterday my teacher says we are going to have a new student that is transferring here on Monday. I almost ran out of the room screaming. But I contained myself and sat there nice in calm. I couldn't focus anymore knowing that she might be in one of my classes. So lets just say I don't know what math was about yesterday. When I got out of class school was over and I ran to my best friend to tell her the terrible news and she told me that her religion teacher told her that it is the girl who bullied me who is starting on Monday BEFORE mid terms. I left school almost in tears. So now the girl I have been dreading seeing is starting on Monday and my life just got horrible again. Fun. But on a happier note I got a laptop yesterday!!! yay!
Wish me luck that I won't get beat up anytime soon~Too School For Cool